| Saturday, December 26th, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ less_of_me09 ]
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5:31p |
=)
Just got back from Kroger...bought all of the ingredients for my home made trail mix. As soon as I get it mixed, I'll let you know the nutrition values and how it turned out. =) More later. Trail mix now. |
weight_goals
[ ferociouschai ]
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3:08p |
Oh failure.
So I've not been tracking my food Wed-Today. I've been feeling pretty good though. Wednesday night I know I ate too much including some salami and pepperoni which always makes me sick. I'm about to purchase some new workout DVDs on Amazon and will be back on track by morning....or Monday. I was thinking of misbehaving until 2010 but that is WAY too long. Also got gift card for new sneakers woohoo!!
Hope everyone's holiday was great! |
| Monday, December 21st, 2009 |
sextips
[ oh_neverland ]
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11:16p |
I was just wondering, if a woman goes from having sex with a guy who had an 8-inch penis for a few months, to, a month later, another guy who has a, for example, 4, 5 or 6-inch penis, would she be less sensitive to the newer experience, due to the older one that stretched the vagina's muscles more? |
| Friday, December 25th, 2009 |
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[ fullof_secrets ]
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5:48p |
I've once read about a hormone of sorts that makes women more prone to become attatched to her partner after sex, for biological survival reasons. I can't seem to find the literature. What is the hormone? |
sextips
[ blackbeauty123 ]
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5:12p |
Advice anyone??
ok you guys I have huge dilemma in my book.My and boyfriend who is 27 and I am 21 has been together for 2yrs and I adore him. He gives me the world and the only things he wants in return is my love & loyalty which I am happy to give. This where the brakes are beginning to pump Ive been with him for 2yrs and I have been sexually suppressing myself the whole time. When we have sex I do it his way I match his style to a tee and give him what he desires even if I dont feel like it all the while Im completely ignoring and shutting out my own sexual style. So now Im tired of suppressing my desires. The only thing I truly need when It comes to sex is excitement, a thrill of some sort. Whether that be teasing me til I can no longer manage or playing some sort of game with me as foreplay. Sex to me is fun why not play? I also I LOVE PDA not only do I love but I need it, im a bit of a voyeur & exhibitionist. Kissing in public excites me, its passionate, it loving & its beautiful, who cares who is watching...its love its natural not something to hide. Needless to say my boyfriend is not into PDA he would rather wait to passionately kiss me in the privacy of our home & to me thats so boring!!! I hate fucking and kissing in the same place...shit lets be adventurous, lets explore, lets feel the wind against our bodies as we kiss outside. He feels Im taking a petty matter and blowing it out of proportion. He feels we are both grown and should act it & come to a comprise. The comprise on his terms is he'll will give me pecks and hugs in public but nothing passionate until we are in the privacy of home. On my terms fuck a comprise...I need this. This is how I express myself sexually, he would hate if he couldnt fuck me his way, when Im not able to let loose like I would like I feel stifled and I feel like im loosing a piece of myself. - So anybody got any advice how I can make private person interested in pda?? Am I taking this out off proportion??
- Should I drop the matter and continue on how our relationship has been or should I drop him altogether?
- I dont want 2 cheat but damn....Im sitting here wondering can 2 ppl with 2 completely sexual appeties and desires really make it together? Everything is else is almost perfect just the sex...HELP ME PPL!!!
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weight_goals
[ less_of_me09 ]
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9:28p |
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weight_goals
[ janey89 ]
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11:33p |
:)
Y'know, I've eaten my weight in everything thus far this Christmas. I'm stuffed. I thought I'd be antsy about it, but y'know what? I was getting in a bit of a rut before; everything was kinda getting a bit samey and was grating on me a bit, but now I feel like I really, really want to get back into my healthy stuff, like I'll feel better for it. Surprisingly, this seems to be just what I needed! One more day of sensible eating and a massive drinking session at night, then back to 1,200-1,400 calories a day and regular exercise - and it's going to feel goooood! Merry Christmas, everyone! |
weight_goals
[ codenamezoe713 ]
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9:41a |
So I've been eating pretty decently but what I think is helping the most is the running program I started last Friday. I'm doing the couch to 5K program. I feel fabulous! I've been doing wii fit as well but I do that more for the fun of it than actual exercise lol CW:125lbs GW:118lbs I only have 7lbs to go! |
| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ lorenouellette ]
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3:28p |
Body fat.
Well I don't think weigh in will be good with xmas and everything thrown into the middle but I did find out today that I have 18% body fat which is right at the low end of "acceptable." If I can lower it just 1% I will be in the "fit" range. I think my first goal on my list for 2010 is to get to 10%. Lets see how I do! |
| Friday, December 25th, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ electroplate ]
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7:35a |
Good Morning everyone and Merry Christmas (Yes it has started for some of us already)! |
| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ janey89 ]
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6:50a |
Gettin' somewhere. ^^
I've not been weighing myself, so I don't know where I'm at, at the moment - I've decided I'm gonna weigh myself next in January - but I tried on these pants a few weeks ago, right. They were my favourite pants back when I was eating all disorderedly. So a few weeks ago when I tried them on, they barely buttoned up - like, it hurt, hahaha - but I could fit my legs in there, so I was like, Woah, awesome. I tried them on again tonight and while they don't fit, they button up, with minimal muffintop (but muffintop all the same). I'm just glad there's been a noticeable difference when I try to put these pants on, 'cause I've not had any scales to go off and it makes me feel like I don't know where I'm headed. So yay! I'm gonna love it when I can wear those pants all the time!! Hope everyone's feeling positive! Also, it's Christmas Eve; Merry Christmas! |
| Sunday, December 20th, 2009 |
sextips
[ nycnightsalways ]
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4:44p |
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[ dupermonster ]
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12:39a |
Hi again everyone, I'm trying to find a reputable website that sells women's corsets/bustiers with garter belts... something dominatrix-y. Not teddies but corsets, something waist-length with garter straps... Anyway, Amazon sells mostly pleather and polyester and I was hoping to find something of better quality that's not too hard on the wallet. Macy's doesn't have that much to choose from, neither does Victoria's Secret. Any suggestions? |
| Wednesday, December 16th, 2009 |
sextips
[ gurleygurlpie ]
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10:29p |
boyfriend is disinterested in sex
My boyfriend of over one year is disinterested in sex. Originally, the disinterest was caused by inexperience and performance anxiety. However, after many, many attempts to successfully have sexual intercourse and discussions about his fears/worries, we were finally able to have good sex. This was in the spring. His higher libido only lasted a few months though (late March to July). By August he was already disinterested in sex (not just piv, but ALL forms of sex) again. He constantly tells me how much he loves me, but it makes me think that he is only emotionally interested in me. I am the type of person who values a healthy sex life in a relationship and his lack of interest in sex is causing me to question if he is boyfriend material for me. We have talked about this issue on several occasions, but nothing seems to change. He blames in on his 'low libido' and 'not understanding his own body'. I have encouraged him to practice masturbating as a way for him to become more knowledgeable about his body (since he only masturbated in his junior year of high school/when he was sixteen years old) and/or to seek professional guidance. He seems to listen to my suggestions, but does not act upon them. I am beginning to question his sexuality/maturity since he expresses no interest in having any type of sex. Any advice on what to do about this situation? I am about to throw in the towel out of frustration and rejection. |
| Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ less_of_me09 ]
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8:30p |
Realization #1: I put entirely too much emphasis on my weight in terms of what the scale says. I know this. But I can't seem to shake it. I know my pants fit better. I know that I have more or less dropped down another size. But the thought that my weight loss was inaccurate is literally enough to make me cry. I felt so close to my goal, and now it's even further away. I'm not sure what I need to do to get past this fixation though. I'm tempted to just get rid of the scale completely. But honestly, seeing my progress is definitely a motivating factor for me. I need to see that number going down to get that little boost to keep going. I don't really know how to progress. Realization #2: I feel entirely too dependent on a drug that may or may not be helping me. Adipex is supposed to help control your appetite, and give you a boost of energy. It really does seem to help most days. However. The other thing it does to me, is cause extreme anxiety, mood swings, and irriatibility. I have cried more in the past two weeks since I've been back on them than I have in the past few months combined. For absolutely no reason. They make me feel fantastic on the outside, very peppy, and confident about what I'm eating. But. They generally make me feel awful on the inside. Nervous about everything. The smart me says to stop taking them. Which I haven't in two days. And I definitely feel like my appetite has increased. But that got me thinking how much of that is in my head because I'm no longer taking them, you know. Like the placebo effect...I wonder if I felt less hungry because I thought I was supposed to feel less hungry. And likewise, I felt hungrier today because I knew I didn't have the pill in my system. Ugh. Anyway. I lost weight before without an aid, so I know I can do it again without one, too. Realization #3: Regardless of how much you know about fitness and nutrition, regardless of how simple the idea of losing weight seems....it's really. Freaking. Hard. Current Mood: Ugh |
weight_goals
[ losinellbees ]
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5:58p |
bad job man, bad job
sooo last night i had a pb&j sandwich after dinner. today im only supposed to have had two exchanges of carbs and i had 3. i had a banana for breakfast and oatmeal for dinner with a side salad after i worked out for 10 whole minutes. yesterday i worked out for 10 minutes, thought i was going to quit but went back and finished. whhhyy am i so tired and hungry! |
| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ starfirenz ]
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8:13a |
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| Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ less_of_me09 ]
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8:44a |
A check-in from last night...
So this morning, the scale had me 264. Which technically was after breakfast, and fully dressed. So I could maybe take like two more pounds off that total. But still. That'd put me at four pounds heavier in one day. Arg. I really hope the excess sodium theory is to blame. I'm going to drown myself in water for the next few days. And hopefully that number will get back to normal. |
weight_goals
[ xcannibaldollx ]
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4:39a |
those of you who work in food places?
Right now I'm working at a clothing store in a mall, but frankly I'm not getting any hours- 18 at the most, and it's just not cutting it. A friend of mine who works at a fast food place gets 30-40 a week a makes only .25 cents less than I do, she said that they want to hire another person, and she can pretty much get me the job if I pass the interview. Right now since I've been working this current job I've been eating a lot less, but I'm worried that working this job I'll want to eat the food I make? It's fast food and soda is a plenty- I def don't want to ruin all the hard work by taking a job at this place! Maybe I'm reading too far into it and once I see how this food is made I'll never want to eat fast food again! |
| Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ less_of_me09 ]
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9:41p |
The ridiculousness of my day:
So. After I posted last night, I checked the nutrition facts for what I had eaten at Sonic, and the good news is that I didn't go over my goal calorie intake for the day. As I've said before, I know those calories could have been spent better, but still. Anyway. Today was just fine. Normal meals, normal calorie intake. The problem would be... Yesterday morning, I weighed 258. My scale's batteries died, and I put a new one in today. I weighed myself a few minutes ago, and weighed 266. What. The. Eff. I always weigh a few more pounds at night than I do in the morning. But 8 pounds is mind boggling. Since there is no way that I've gained 8 pounds in one day..the only other thing I can think of is that my scale was giving inaccurate readings because it was low on battery. =( I'm going to weigh myself again in the morning to double check. I'm slightly freaking out about it. I've been so excited with my continuous weight loss. The steady loss has been great. And if it's been incorrect...agh. The only good thing is what my bf pointed out, which is that regardless of what the scale says, my clothes are fitting better. I am technically smaller. But still. Agh. Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ nekbum ]
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7:24a |
Ugh. Over the next 2 weeks, my partner doesn't get paid as much for his work. He got paid in advance for the next 2 weeks which would normally be $1400, but because they gave it to him in a lumpsum - more tax came out of it than usual - and now we're short. So we had to get a budget pack from the butcher's which we used to get before I started my diet, and we can't choose the meats that go into that, and blaargh. I had to cook up sausages last night. I haven't had sausages for almost 4 months now! (except kangaroo sausages which are completely healthier haha) And wow, they were so gross, I can't believe I used to absolutely love the taste of these. While they were cooking I kept poking them with a skewer and all the oil that came out of them was gross, and I only managed to eat half of one before deciding "Bugger this, I'm not eating this, eurgh." ... My mouth just tasted like grease. The only other thing I have to worry about in the budget pack is the breaded steak. And the other packet of sausages which I'll be refusing to eat, more for everyone else I guess lmao. I can't wait for the next 2 weeks to be over though so we get the real pay and I can go chooooose my meats again. Anyway. I'm back to the weight I was before that bread spree a couple of weekends ago :) I also discovered that bread must've been the cause of my constant migraines months ago. I haven't had bread in months now and I haven't had a migraine, UNTIL that weekend when I made that bread-cake and ate alllll that cobb load. A three-day long migraine. Ugh. Apparently yeast headaches are common, I never really noticed before, I just thought my body was being stupid haha. Current Mood:  calm |
| Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ codenamezoe713 ]
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2:26p |
I practically gorged myself last night. My boyfriend took me to panera for lunch and his parents took me to bullritos for dinner. I woke up a lb heavier. This must all have to do with it being that time of the month. I indulged in a pretty big lunch again today but at least it all had nutritional value! I <3 orange bell pepper! |
weight_goals
[ losinellbees ]
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10:30a |
248
Soooo... I feel like this is going really slowly. Like I don't know, its been two weeks and I've lost like 12lbs. But my house smells like christmas cookies and I get my carbs back today so I'm a little nervous. Like I know I'm breaking my diet friday- no question. It's fucking Christmas. But I've just been having these cravings! I don't think I havent a problem with eating healthy, I think its the fact that I'm eating the same healthy stuff every day. Part of me just wants to eat fruit and veggies all day and for dinner, grab pizza lol I miss pizza. I dunno though. This is the least I've weighed in a while and I don't want to screw it up but if I totally deprive myself everyone may wake up to me eating a hunk of pepperoni and a whole thing of cheese rocking back and forth in a corner in the dark. |
| Monday, December 21st, 2009 |
weight_goals
[ hommedesir ]
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11:40p |
my parents are bringing home a bunch of pizza soon. i know i dont want to eat it but i dont know if i can control myself. panic! help. |
weight_goals
[ bloggingsara ]
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5:31p |
how to tell if you are getting definition in your abs?
i'm trying to figure out if i'm getting definition in my abs. i've been doing yoga and keep my abs tight as much as i can for the whole yoga class. in addition, i've been trying to do "yoga for abs" dvds and i've been trying to "pull in" from my bellybutton to my spine every now and then. i definitely don't have a flat stomach yet and not sure if it will ever happen for me. i just think some people weren't meant to have flat stomaches. ;-) |
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